[hook]
I been waiting here for self destruction you don’t realize
No one cares for me or loves me now so I’ll just go inside
I can’t go anywhere I can’t stay here my soul just gets denied
I don’t wanna cry anymore I can’t deny when I look up at the sky

[verse 1]
I been taking, these feelings that I’ve been forsaking
I’m missing the bottle I’m shaking
I’m breaking away I’m not faking
My love for you
Cause I don’t wanna believe in love tonight
I been takin from the bottle yeah all the time
I been feeling like I’m banished from paradise
So I just get fucked up so I don’t recognize

Don’t know where I stand
Will you take my hand
Or will you just break from me
To think they love me it’s hard to see

[break down]
I know I am nothing
The darkness I’m sunken
It all feels so sudden
I knew your assumptions
[hook]
I been waiting here for self destruction you don’t realize
No one cares for me or loves me now so I’ll just go inside
I can’t go anywhere I can’t stay here my soul just gets denied
I don’t wanna cry anymore I can’t deny when I look up at the sky