[Chorus]
Can't hold my head up
Too much on my mind
Thoughts of suicide
I’m too tired to try
And don't be negative
But I was feeling empty
Going through this shit again
But this time it's really tempting
Yeah I’m losing all my friends
But I don't really think they mind

[Verse]
Yeah I fucked up in the first place
Been alone since my motherfucking birthday
Lone wolf in the motherfucking bird cage
That's why I never listen to what the birds say

[Bridge]
Red wine in my cup, ayy
Purple in my blunt, ayy
Blue inside my heart, yeah
Black inside my lungs, oof
Red wine in my cup, ayy
Purple in my blunt, yuh
This is how I self destruct

[Sample]
If that's what it takes, whether you're sad or hurt or empty, you have to keep playing for people like us. A life without music is death

[Chorus]
Can't hold my head up
Too much on my mind
Thoughts of suicide
I'm too tired to try
Can't hold my head up
Too much on my mind
Thoughts of suicide
I’m too tired to try
And don’t be negative
But I was feeling empty
Going through this shit again
But this time it's really tempting
Yeah I’m losing all my friends
But I don't really think they mind