One in the hand worth two in bush
My lil’ brother called, he asked how you doing?
Told him i’m good, that’s not how i’m doing
I try to do better, I did what I could
My father just rang me, I didn’t pick up
My mama just rang me, I didn’t pick up
Need something to save me, need something to pay me
Need someone to say, “brah you better wake up”
Needless to say I’ve been falling, been calling on Collin
Been Tik-Tok n’ it, tackled antagonist
Toggled the talk of the town like “what’s happening”
Top of the morning we tap then i’m tapping in
I need a strategy, check on reality
I need to make sure these woman ain’t mad at me
I need to double or triple my salary
I be so hard on myself i ain’t doing good

Pick your poison tell me if you wanna get into it
Oh i’m sorry, i’m so sorry but I’ve been improving
Just to start let me tell you why I’ve been reclusive
In the dark with my thoughts i’ve been feeling stupid
Red Ferrari, super sonic speeding through delusion
Missed the mark I’m a star so I pick the movie
Ripped apart messy start but i kept on going
“Coup de grâce”, America love a grieving poet
Hypnotized, i’m alive but i’m feeling woozy
What’s the prize, big surprise you ain’t getting nothing
Stars align many times but I ain’t do nothing
Paralyzed with a sigh I resume the bullshit
Dive in cause im going under
I said, “im gone for the summer”
Call me cause you got my number
And ask it, “like what do you wonder”
Dive in cause im going under
I said, “im gone for the summer”
Call me cause you got my number
And ask it, “like what do you wonder”

Walk em down walk em down
There he go stepping out
Hey there can i get a picture, then chat with ya
Then it’s a autograph, oh it’s hysterical
I love celebrity, I love america
I need a Genevieve, I need the camera
I need the remedy, I need a camelot
I be ascending I need to get centered more
I be defending myself on the regular
I’m used to the staring I’m used to the flashes
I’m used to the gimmicks I’m used to reactions
I’m used to the TMZ selling it backwards
I’m used to the pressure, but never like this
Used to be friendly, I used to be caring
I used to be dashing, I used to be daring
I be acting brash and obsessed with appearance
I can’t tell my parents, its getting embarrassing
Pick your poison tell me if you wanna get into it
Oh i’m sorry, i’m so sorry but I’ve been improving
Just to start let me tell you why I’ve been reclusive
In the dark with my thoughts i’ve been feeling stupid
Red Ferrari, super sonic speeding through delusion
Missed the mark I’m a star so I pick the movie
Ripped apart messy start but i kept on going
“Coup de grâce”, America love a grieving poet
Hypnotized, i’m alive but i’m feeling woozy
What’s the prize, big surprise you ain’t getting nothing
Stars align many times but I ain’t do nothing
Paralyzed with a sigh I resume the bullshit