Find The Light

[Hook: Nate]

You are loved

You are free

I still have faith in you

I still believe

Through all the darkest days

And darker nights

You'll fight through all the pain

Until you find the light

Find the light



[Verse 1: The Jibster]

Speaking on the time

Where I lost my true self

I didn't want to let go

Or even ask for help

Usually asking doesn't change a thing

Makes me feel worst to even get it dealt

With all these emotions drifting away

And I end up fucking up my health

I pushed myself too fucking hard

That I felt a snap inside my body

But I truly appreciate Nick

For putting me on the right path

There is more I can see through to this world

He taught me

And i'm glad I know someone who gots me

In case I go down

She is gone, Eric won her, not me

But thoughtfully

I am ready to accept my mistakes

Hey! at least she is happy

I love her so much for that

Finally moved it pass me

Focus on what I love now

By rapping these words rapidly

Get this off my chest

Before my heart fucking blast me

I just want to finally end this pain

By opening my eyes and lastly

She deserves him cause he had more courage

That made him go for it but I ask me

Grow up and turn into a mature adult

Now it's time to find mine gradually



[Hook: Nate]

You are loved

You are free

I still have faith in you

I still believe

Through all the darkest days

And darker nights

You'll fight through all the pain

Until you find the light

Find the light



[Verse 2: The Jibster]

Had a lot of tears

Struggling through pain

Running away from my problems

But my emotions never came

Why can't I feel anything

Love got washed out down the drain

I am still pondering

While my tears get washed away

In this rain

December 2015

I noticed she wanted this Charm bracelet

That advertised on facebook

So I ordered it to embrace it

It had writing on it

"It is what it is"

But never had that chance to give it to her

Like man let's face it

I didn't had much courage

To show my true feelings, I waste it

Now its sitting in my top drawer

That's where I placed it

Alex and Ani's jewelry store

Is where the place is

I don't know what else to do

Always been thinking on a daily basis

My boy Nick saw potential in me

He gave me something

Made an oath when I helped him through his

I'll move on if he did

"Jake stop frontin'

Accept it and let go

Just put this all behind me

And see what is coming"



[Hook: Nate]

You are loved

You are free

I still have faith in you

I still believe

Through all the darkest days

And darker nights

You'll fight through all the pain

Until you find the light

Find the light



[Verse 3: The Jibster]

Get up and walk out the door

With that jewelry

All of that love I use to have

Felt so new to me

I'm stubborn usually

Forget all of that shit

That's been fueling me

I want to let go and open up my arms

To someone more choosingly

As I am walking outside

Through these woods

I need to remind myself

What have always been good

Treat life with more respect

Like I should

Why do I still feel no strength

I don't know if I could

But I kept fighting the fight

Stop looking at every girl to compare it

Life is no fairy tale or a movie

So no need to share it

All of my regrets and passion of you

Is what I had carried

Time to dig the ground with a shovel

Let's get this all buried



[Hook: Nate]

You are loved

You are free

I still have faith in you

I still believe

Through all the darkest days

And darker nights

You'll fight through all the pain

Until you find the light

Find the light