NATE
Find The Light
[Hook: Nate]
You are loved
You are free
I still have faith in you
I still believe
Through all the darkest days
And darker nights
You'll fight through all the pain
Until you find the light
Find the light

[Verse 1: The Jibster]
Speaking on the time
Where I lost my true self
I didn't want to let go
Or even ask for help
Usually asking doesn't change a thing
Makes me feel worst to even get it dealt
With all these emotions drifting away
And I end up fucking up my health
I pushed myself too fucking hard
That I felt a snap inside my body
But I truly appreciate Nick
For putting me on the right path
There is more I can see through to this world
He taught me
And i'm glad I know someone who gots me
In case I go down
She is gone, Eric won her, not me
But thoughtfully
I am ready to accept my mistakes
Hey! at least she is happy
I love her so much for that
Finally moved it pass me
Focus on what I love now
By rapping these words rapidly
Get this off my chest
Before my heart fucking blast me
I just want to finally end this pain
By opening my eyes and lastly
She deserves him cause he had more courage
That made him go for it but I ask me
Grow up and turn into a mature adult
Now it's time to find mine gradually

[Hook: Nate]
You are loved
You are free
I still have faith in you
I still believe
Through all the darkest days
And darker nights
You'll fight through all the pain
Until you find the light
Find the light

[Verse 2: The Jibster]
Had a lot of tears
Struggling through pain
Running away from my problems
But my emotions never came
Why can't I feel anything
Love got washed out down the drain
I am still pondering
While my tears get washed away
In this rain
December 2015
I noticed she wanted this Charm bracelet
That advertised on facebook
So I ordered it to embrace it
It had writing on it
"It is what it is"
But never had that chance to give it to her
Like man let's face it
I didn't had much courage
To show my true feelings, I waste it
Now its sitting in my top drawer
That's where I placed it
Alex and Ani's jewelry store
Is where the place is
I don't know what else to do
Always been thinking on a daily basis
My boy Nick saw potential in me
He gave me something
Made an oath when I helped him through his
I'll move on if he did
"Jake stop frontin'
Accept it and let go
Just put this all behind me
And see what is coming"

[Hook: Nate]
You are loved
You are free
I still have faith in you
I still believe
Through all the darkest days
And darker nights
You'll fight through all the pain
Until you find the light
Find the light

[Verse 3: The Jibster]
Get up and walk out the door
With that jewelry
All of that love I use to have
Felt so new to me
I'm stubborn usually
Forget all of that shit
That's been fueling me
I want to let go and open up my arms
To someone more choosingly
As I am walking outside
Through these woods
I need to remind myself
What have always been good
Treat life with more respect
Like I should
Why do I still feel no strength
I don't know if I could
But I kept fighting the fight
Stop looking at every girl to compare it
Life is no fairy tale or a movie
So no need to share it
All of my regrets and passion of you
Is what I had carried
Time to dig the ground with a shovel
Let's get this all buried

[Hook: Nate]
You are loved
You are free
I still have faith in you
I still believe
Through all the darkest days
And darker nights
You'll fight through all the pain
Until you find the light
Find the light