"feel like i just wanna get-"

Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes, i keep [?]
I want to be free
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Sitting in my room at 2am
Dont talk what to talk about
Imma let these emotions come through
I been emotionally distant from the people that care about me i dont why
I am sorry
I am sorry
Maybe thats why i just feel so alone in my mind in my life
It is dreadful
Kiss a boy on the lips
Kiss a girl on the lips
But it doesnt really matter
Cause they all just think im shit
But i shouldn't need a other to push their love to me
I should really love myself but i lost the self acceptance
And the self to accept with
I just need to find it
Or maybe i have
I just haven't let it in