They said I
They said I changed a lot
I said a lot changed me
I prefer loneliness over fake company
I got hustle in my bloodline
I don’t have a choice dawg
I will succeed
I’m tryna help people
But I can’t trust someone who’s friends with everyone, that’s dumb
Only a matter of time before their mask falls off and their past drops off so they just run
We can be hated by many, wanted by plenty, disliked by some over something so petty and be confronted by no one
That’s the funny part
Annoy you with kindness and you fall apart
May God have mercy on my enemies
Cuz I won’t
In the spur of the moment
I just think like a poet so excuse me for my sporadic thoughts
I don’t even want to rhyme too much
I just want to talk
So excuse me for my sporadic thoughts

I’m the king, but where’s my Nefertiti
Tired of tryna visualize a perfect girl and project her from my mind like it’s 3-D
Telling God to make it speedy I have everything to give
Seeing visions in my sleep
How ‘bout we make it real
Instead of dreaming
Here she is alas
Smart, loyal, passionate
Body like an hour glass
She walks like a boss
I can manifest her empire
I, I, I can manifest her empire
A tall throne lift her up higher
Her presence makes me inebriated
Like a strong, lustful spell is simply activated
But hold up I want to switch the topic
I don’t care about favors
If I say I got you, I got you
That’s how I go about it
Even though you went behind my back and it came back to me
Thinking that I’m blind, I just stayed quiet
They want to see you do good, but never better than them
The exact reason I preach do it yourself
It’s all buddy buddy til it’s finally competition time and they see you on the rise not needing their help
If I feel pain
Then I’m alive
If I’m alive I can fight
If I can fight, I can win
And I’m never caving in
I always wonder if people are listening
To what I’m tryna say
Should I take a break
Should I keep rapping
I don’t know
I think about that all the time
This industry don’t care about you
They just want to make you famous
Cuz they see you as a money sign, uh
The devil’s running this
I met him once or twice
Sat down to have a conversation ‘bout life
He’ll promise many things
But he’s simply just a lie
A symbolic metaphor
Try and figure that out
He’s a human and we’re human too
If you’re having some doubts
I will not apologize if you don’t agree
Cuz this is simply me
And my sporadic thoughts, uh
This is simply me and my sporadic thoughts, yea, uh
(Gotta snap my fingers to this one)