LyricalGenes
A Thousand Times
I'm always thinking 'bout my uncle and I wonder if he's missing me
Watching me
Tryna find my way to shake hands with my destiny
Giving everything I have in me
To make it in the long run when I have mouth's to feed
And to only think I almost gave up in 18
Now I got a whole team
Tell God to watch over auntie
And save a place for ya'll three
But I know you got that settled
Please, don't mind me
I'm kind of ramblin', writin', scratchin', scramblin'
Going through these photo books as if you really there again
I'm hearing stories that you can't pretend
About us talking for hours when I was younger I can't remember it

Please, tell God my wishes for me
Ask Him why I couldn't see you at my birthday party
Tell Him that I'm really sorry for being so young and not understanding how much pain cancer caused you heartache
I apologize like a thousand times
For not being able to express myself unless it's through a rhyme
I apologize
I wish life to be better
In pursuit of pleasures to make it better
Rapping from my heart
I swear that people need to catch up
I get fresh air in stormy weather
Cuz it shows the world's anguish like us
To be better in pursuit of pleasures to make it better
Rapping from my heart I swear that people need to catch up
I get fresh air in stormy weather
Cuz it shows the world's anguish like us