This the type of song man where you say a lot with saying too much you know

I been in the same chair same pen same paper
Hoping everything will work out for me later or sooner
Yeah I need it sooner now
Don’t you hate when you got star talent but you’re on the ground
Makes you rethink life
Makes you look around
Literally story of my life
But I’m not letting music go, no
Not tonight
I was going to quit for real but then I saw a sign
The universe woke me up to what’s really mine
Not in a greedy way, but just a little shine
Enough to squint my eyes to realize mine
I was great in sports, but I just never loved it
The music came along and I can’t get enough of it
So, I’m not letting go, no
I apologize you think I brag in my songs
I just had to raise my confidence that I was missing all along
I apologize for anyone I cutoff
I just saw the future in which you don’t see in the cutoff
I apologize for not apologizing
Losing people due to fate, but I still had the option
I apologize for apologizing
The world don’t care about pain, I do
I chose my option
I choose this man
This is what I want to do
This is what I love
So, Imma keep it coming
This is what makes me happy