Mariah the Scientist
As If*(UNRELEASED)
As if I can stand another five of you figuring out
It don’t take no forward to go the extra mile
Should’ve put you in a grave next to your child
Cuz you know that I’ve had enough
And as if I could any more pretending
Now crashing out never seemed so tempting
As if you forgotten how it feels to be the one left in the cold
As if I ain’t bet it all you wanted me more just to be wrong
Cuz I’d rather lose it all
Than to hear you say you’re never coming home
Please don’t leave me in here alone
As if I haven’t had enough
I know what it’s like to lose
I know what it’s like to watch someone give up