[Verse 1]

Emma said get so I went and fucking got em
I went to meet the parents but I accidentley focked em
Ya, bout as well known as spider knight
Crying every friday night
I don't care if I die
Maybe it'll open up my 3rd eye
Probably end up commiting suicide
Cus this world is do or die
But nobody knows what happens when u die
I'm just a god till the clock runs dry
And by that time
My life's likely been running on behind
I got some shit I need to get up off my mind
Let you all know that I think I'mma boutta die
Ya, insomnia been's fucking up my sleep sched
Been running outta breath in the deep end
My voice been soundin like shit
Trying to a mixtape
Can't convince myself to commit
But not that
Holdin up knives to my throat
Cause I know theres no point if I'll never been the goat
Been jackin off to some wacky shit
Strokin up and down my flappy dick
My ideas sound great
But delivery if futile
Everything's too loud at 2am
I wanna go to sleep
Oh shit he's referncing insomnia again
My writing skills been goin up
While my rappin shit been in the dump
Ya, where's the crazed fan that's gonna come and kill me
I'm here faggot, let's make a deal b
Ya, shit don't get done around here
Paranoias been geen worse, brain filled with fear
Too tired to sleep
Too close to death to dream
This shit probably don't make no sense
My wallets only got a few bucks
Flowers bloom, too hard to give a shit
I drink tea then I cry it on out
If you find my thoughts can you please take em out?
If somebody could do my job for me
I'd appreciate that
You'd probably do it better
Ya thats just a fact
Back at it like a mask haver
Bastard, stupid faggot rapper
Why you sad
You just thinking too much
Yall won't remember me till I'm gone
But by then probably already forgot boutta this song
Too creative for this shit
Too depressed to fucking live
Now my hearts beating faster than fuck
Like I just made it big, fuck
I'm a faggot with a purpose
Just a cracker who's been hurtin
Feels like my life is worthless