[Intro]

I Know I'm not great
I've made me someone who I'm proud of
But now I'm liking any outcome
Trying not care about others opinions

[Chorus]

Recently I've been so down
Tired of always being a clown
My life isn't perfect
But that's not how I want it'
I want something more than this
So I put my heart into it
Now I'm screaming bloody murder
Slitting throats, call me Nat Turner

[Verse 1]

Everybody seems to be against me
Sometimes I just want to quit
Forget why I'm doing this
And I'm sorry for always talking about me
But sometimes I need to vent about dumb shit
I stand here today because of concept
I can be great if I can show it
Used to dream I sit on the stars
Used to dream I'd be a star
Now I've come so far
Realizing nothing is perfect
Somehow, just felt perfect
I stand here today infront a crowd of what seems like millions
Some love me, others wonder what my achilles heel is
They don't like my feeling
And I don't really feel them
So I just keep on killing
Double B to the q I'll be grilling
I'mma g that's your que dude
[Chorus]

Recently I've been so down
Tired of always being a clown
My life isn't perfect
But that's not how I want it'
I want something more than this
So I put my heart into this
Now I'm screaming bloody murder
Slitting throats, call me Nat Turner

[Verse 2]

Take a step back
Did victories with no laps
Did my victory track
Open up my eyes
Something y'all should try
Saw something greater than myself
Would I accept it
Will I regret this
Times I won't forget
Feeling cabin crazy
Lost all my dreams
Everything is changing
Now
I'm spitting flows like the two tone and I bet ya know
The extroverted introvert, over doses, now over think it
Start to lean left, cause I think it's right
One me raised four fingers high to the gospel lights
The other motherfucker with the mermaid of the night
Goosebumps at prom night are quite the fright
Breaking mirrors left and right
Bloody fists reminist of red tuxedos
Taking chances like I'm shooting free throws
[Chorus] x3

Recently I've been so down
Tired of always being a clown
My life isn't perfect
But that's not how I want it'
I want something more than this
So I put my heart into this
Now I'm screaming bloody murder
Slitting throats, call me Nat Turner