[Chorus] x2
I'm still growing up
I'm still getting old
I'm still pretty damn young
One day I'll grow up
[Verse 1]
Used to say we'd live forever
Now I'm living never
Working around the clock
Fighting depression, anger and anxiety to feel safe
Think I feel great
But things ain't what they seem ya see
Dirty blonde hair
80 years from now it's be grey
Hope to god, I see that day
When I can reflect
Claim everything was perfect
Then pass away
Imma get old one day
Settle down, have kids
Meet a nice ass wife
Best trust I'll rapping to my grave
Hey
I'll make songs for my kids
Those days'll be the shit
But until then
I got school
People try to use me like a tool
Now I'm thinking bout the future
But I'm stuck in the past
Alas
[Chorus] x2
I'm still growing up
I'm still getting old
I'm still pretty damn young
One day I'll grow up
[Verse 2]
Imma get what I put in
Make some great music
Then leave the planet
Learned that from those who inspire me
Only a handful around these days
Brains looking like a yard full of graves
Blocking out the pain
Living for the better days
November brought a whim
So all I do is sin
Hope my life will never fin
This shit is looking grim
So I ride it like I'm slim
Trying not to be shady
In 20 years I'll be staring at my baby
Ambitious like black paisley
With a coloring book
I'm asking for a chance
To prove myself to you
Was it all in vein
Was it all pain
Remembering the parts that were great
So I never pray
But claim amen motherfucker
[Chorus] x3
I'm still growing up
I'm still getting old
I'm still pretty damn young
One day I'll grow up
[Outro]
Tell myself don't live for the future
So I keep myself grounded
But time opens up the sutures
So the companies get founded