Its either free time or money, which one do I want more
Im tired of being broke living in poverty & poor
I wanna fly far away, let my wings open and soar
I got love for this music but we all know love is war
This is my message in a bottle, one day it will come ashore
I let fate take control and destiny run its course
My circumstances changed the way that I viewd society
I learned a lot of people dont come in diffrent varieties
The weight of the world on my shoulders gave me anxiety
I dont want the fame I care less about notoriety
I got so much on my plate its hard to tell what Im eating
My soul has so many scars you can tell that Im bleeding
On the inside, I feel like Im living to die
I dont even know my self its like Im living lie
At any givin moment it looks like Im fixing to cry
Look at the sky, lord please, all Im asking is why
I got holes in shoes thats from running the game
I had to learn about patience be humble and chance
Im numb from the pain, nothings the same as it used to be
Usually Im unsuprised, I mean nothing is new to me
If you dont fuck with me dont fuck with me, Im cool with it
It ain't about having power its what you do with with it
The dude lifted I swear to god that Im out of here
I hate this world, I can not spend another hour here
I get visited by demons they won't let me live in peace
I just hope im doing numbers when my albums get released
Ive been praying ive been talking to almight priest
I said i lost my faith he said you have to take that leap
I came through like a hurricane gucking the wave up
I stayed uo and through it all I swear I ain't change up
Im a first string quarter back, I stay in the game
You ain't even on my level bitch stay in your lane
I got that fire, my exes want to rekindle the flame
Be tame, you only want me because of what Ive became
The bitter sweet taste of success is confusing
Its all smoke and mirrors, evrythings an illusion
Ive been working on my craft, I been living in seclusion
Building up my energy, this is nuculear fusion
In spite of all the hate Ive been doing me with it
Got on my grind and filled my pockets till the seams splited
You dont see the vision because me and you we dream diffrent
Im a rapper (artist) you a actor thats the key diffrence
Put up my money up, I been saving a lot
Still drive a peice of shit cause I dont feel like copping a drop
What you purchaee dont determine if your popping or not
I got some haters in defense thinking they're blocking my shot
Thinking bout hoping to scotch, drink away all my memories
Turn the corner, hit the block, blast away at my enemies
But I know, that is not the way I should go
You see Im smarter than that, I got shit under control