[Verse 1: xona]
I-I wanna run but I can't deny
Feelin' dread to our trust and I cry
And I would get everything for you
She loves him but I'm just that fool
I wanted us back, you didn't want that
I'm pleading with this pain I held
And now I fall back, all on my Prozacs
And I just hope that I get your help
[Verse 2: xona]
And now I'm washed up all alone
The little essence that you left long ago
The flowers wilt down to my floor
Push me down like I'm nothing more
And I don't wish the best for you
You wanted healing but I was see-through
You wanted blood, now you got it on view
Many voices telling me on what I knew
There's reflections that portray all of us
You're sick of me and thе things that I love
I won't forget what it meant for us
Thеse six letters that stuck like a drug
[Verse 3: heylog]
Stab me again, I won't feel a thing
Hold me down, this some sentencing
Taking my bliss, more apologies
I don't like this, just don't talk to me
Wasting away, I'm never calling you back
I'm stuck with memories I won't forget
With all this weight I carry on my back
You did this to me and I will never for-
[Pre-Chorus: heylog]
-Give you, oh
I hate you
With every little gut in my body
[Chorus: heylog]
Walking up to Heaven, I cannot believe I'm here
But why am I still running from this never-ending fear?
I'm shifting through lanes while you're still stuck in second gear
Surprising everyone like two headlights on a deer
Wasting away, I'm never calling you back
I'm stuck with memories I won't forget (Get)
With all this weight I carry on my back
You did this to me and I hate you for that
[Outro: heylog]
You, oh
I hate you
With every little gut in my body