[Intro]
(Keep thinking that I'm stuck)
(Falling from the sun)
(You found me in the mud)
(Can you tell I've had enough?)

[Chorus]
(heylog)
Getting muddy
Hurts when your words crush me
Can we please lie here?
Maybe I'm just tired
I'm strong when I'm alone
Right now, I feel so weak
Breaking all my bones
I know you're judging me
I left it and our home

[Verse 1]
I feel you getting closer, hoping I can fix
Your only little problem, praying that you'll quit
I'm sorry I'm such a bother, I probably ruined this
I don't know if I should call her, just saying that I miss
But I'm confident that I got her, talking with her lips
Took a chunk out of my shoulder, rashes on my neck
My mouth is filled with water as shе take another sip
I don't know if I should stop her, trying to convincе
That you're not even fair, do you think this is a game?
Scrunching up my hair, do nothing, how am I drained?
Why do you even go when this party's filled with hoes?
My stomach drop, Nervous Nellie
Twists and turns in my tummy
Oh, down another bottle
It's her third now, getting wasted quick
I don't see a point in this, turn towards a drink
Baby, let me tell you, it ain't gonna fix a thing
[Verse 2]
Yeah, I don't know if I can do this, continue making music
I've grown to be something, I don't wanna lose it
I'm feeling all this pressure, they want me to start over
But that ain't gonna happen, I'll continue being a loser

[Chorus]
Getting muddy
Hurts when your words crush me
Can we please lie here?
Maybe I'm just tired
I'm strong when I'm alone
Right now, I feel so weak
Breaking all my bones
I know you're judging me
I left it and our ho—

[Bridge]
Breaking out my shell, tell me, how do you do this?
These stories that you tell, ain't no coincidence
Forgot how love is felt, you're reminding me of it
Don't need you to compel anything you're not comfortable with
(Hm, oh, oh)
(Hm)
(Oh, oh)
(Hm)
[Verse 3]
(I'm not done yet)
My iris glistens, she told me, "I'm amazed"
"I've never seen such blue eyes on a face"
Hard to listen, what did you even say?
Going fast, it's too late to hit the brakes
Getting stabbed, busy drowning in a lake
On DND, I promise I'm not okay
Associate with no one, just only me
Talk to people, trying not to decay