[Intro]
(Removing pieces of flesh)
(You're gonna leave me, I bet)
(I don't stand a single chance)
(When you don't even lend me a hand)
(heylog)
[Verse 1: heylog & Hailee Steinfeld]
Removing pieces of flesh
You're gonna leave me, I bet
I don't stand a single chance
When you don't even lend me a hand
I'm hurting, but I'm fine
I'm burning, still alive
I watch all my emotions collide
Put me to a test
Anchored, need to rest
But right now I can't, and it's
Becausе I'm so stressed, on my last and final breath (I'm sorry)
Sad just likе the usual, oh, boy, I'm such a mess
I don't fit in, something just doesn't click (And the past seventeen years before that)
Worry you won't hurt my feelings, I'll just lay in bed (I know this isn't any easier for you, I know that)
[Interlude: Hailee Steinfeld]
You know ever since we were little
I would get this feeling like
Like I'm floating outside of my body looking down on myself
And I hate what I see, how I'm acting, the way I sound
And I don't know how to change it
[Verse 2]
I am lost for words, I'm afraid of getting curved
Do you think you feel me well enough to know my hurt?
I am lost for worth, honestly, this could be worse
All the things I've done, tell me, what do I deserve?
I am so depressed, is it a little obvious?
Searching for a light, but it seems all the power's dead
I feel my descent, weigh me down and slowly press
Barely ever happy, always find it hard to get
[Bridge]
Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh
Ooh, ooh
Oh, oh, oh, oh
Oh, oh-oh
Oh, oh
[Verse 3]
I am so depressed, nothing new, I guess
Sum up everything and I'm hanging by a thread
Constantly regret, flip a switch and just reset
Wish it was that easy, repeat it all again