[Intro]
How did you do it?
With a razor
And why did you want to? To cut your wrist?
(heylog)
Couldn't be any worse than it is here
Is your life so terrible?
Well I mean to say, when a person doesn't sleep, and they can't—
What is there?

[Verse 1: heylog]
The veins in my skin pop out when I'm warm
I handle a blade and point to my arm
Oh, she'd be upset if I put it through
I'll put it away, but only for you
Well this time you won, you proud of yourself?
I put us down, no need to be held
I've suffered too long in my mental state
I'm harming myself, does it look like I'm okay?

[Verse 2: heylog]
I said you were right
And I'm sorry, just know I'm not bright
Or the smartest, keep beating my еyes
'Til they're bluе and to where I can't see
Now they're swollen, I'm blind in my view
And now every day feel like I lose
But I'm trying to cope without you
And it's hard, oh baby, it's hard
So wish me your luck and your regards
[Verse 3: heylog]
It drips from my forearm to my shirt
Watching the blood fall is the worst
Ignore all of your calls 'cause I've learned
I made it a full year without her
I listen to nonsense on a basis
It's all in my head, and it's my favorite
I kept them around for entertainment
I choose to stay private and faceless
Don't text me, don't call me
I've witnessed autopsy
Don't come home, I won't be here
I left, so it's sincere
A lot's on my mind, like my future and maybe a wife
And I wonder if music's my prize, it's the only thing going for me
Been a week since I've gone outside
I'm pathetic, it sums up my life
Forgot her and, God, it's about time
And something that I can't help but think
If you're disappointed in me

[Verse 4: residential.]
Tell me what you find
Deep inside her eyes
'Cause she used to be kind
Until she lost her mind (Oh-oh-oh)
Blade in the basement, I'm high, but I'm anxious (Oh-oh-oh)
I'm snapping back the hat when I am next in the rotation (Oh-oh-oh)
Thought I found myself, but I'm in disassociation (Oh-oh-oh)
Love being alone, but I don't fuck with isolation (Oh-oh-oh)
Quarter ounce (Oh-oh-oh)
Pack it up, and take me out (Oh-oh-oh)
You said I'd be better now (Oh-oh-oh)
All I got are pills around
Where the fuck you've been at?
(Where the fuck you've been at?)
You left your nail marks on my back
(Left your nail marks on my back)
Now I'm going too fast (Going too fast, too fast, too fast, too fast)
But I can't help but think 'bout the past (Too fast, too fast, too fast)
I just smoked what was left in the bag
(I just smoked what's left, I just smoked what's left)
I really don't mind if I crash
(I just smoked what's left, I just smoked what's left)
[Outro]
You tired of living?
Mhm