They don't understand what I've been on I just make amends I just make pretend I just make believe that I've been their friend while I'm on my knees begging for

Break it down break it down for a minute I don't wanna hear it I won't mind to split it
Split a second just to get it
Just to get within it
I just wanna revel in the feelings


Feelings we all get em we all know what they're all about
Sometimes I feel my guts are hanging inside out

Always on the other side of the fence
Looking outside in
Let me wash away my sins

I don't wanna fail safe really
I don't wanna be ok reeling from all of these feelings
I'm not okay with screening every fear inject me I relate with eve ,god's a sleaze


I Bitch please ask me bout my steez ask me about about my steez
Still tho it's okay tho I don't mind the pain on oh oh
Rather burst out laughing I get on my gorey shit two feet in the dirt in the mud I
Ask me about my scars ask me about my own two feet in the dirt in the mud

Face Down concrete
Ask me forfeit
I don't wanna know this
I don't know how low this is
But I know , I know it to the core of my being
I'm afloat barely breathing
Wanna be out of here , out out of here
I wanna steer clear of all of my mysteries
I guess I'm onto this I guess I'm onto that
I guess I'm done with rap I guess I'm on the track

To success is this just this?
It's just a mess I'm just obsessed with myself I'm a beast I just wanna be the only one missed
I wanna be in this bitch

Decent indecency
Don't know what the end would be
They would let me be they swore
They would let see the world
Selfless minus what is all this
They would let me see the world
They would let me be they swore