They're rolling in it now
I'm in the ins and outs
Don't know what it's about
Already scream & shout
Everybody wants out
But it can't wait to get in
I will tell em all about my sins
Where it ends where it begins

It's cloudy nowadays
They wanna see me swim
They're doubting me at bay
What coming it might s(eem)imply make you lose your mind and wits about you
Keep your guts on your side
Empty stomach what the..
Oh I'm running I'm running out of time
There's something they're using on me to ease my mind

I'm paralyzed asleep today
And dreams may come but oh just wait
There's nothing more that you can take
There's nothing more
I cannot fake
The way they feel the way they talk
The way they run
They're out to go they're out of gold
I'm losing now
They want me dead oh I just shout
There's nothing there's nothing they can do or take away from me
There's something I can hear em rotting
I can see em I can feel em in my dreams

There's nothing I can do
They want me they pursue
I'm running what's the cue
I'm running what's the cue
They want nothing
They are so amazed by all they hear
I'm done I'm losing it
I can't get
I can't get a grip on reality
They are still after me
When does it end
Where do I begin
Counting myself down 123, 321
I'm me I'm losing out on everything life can offer me
I'm without myself I'm beside myself
Looking at myself is the mirror wrong am I dead
When I'm silent silently staring blankly at myself
There is nothing they can.. They can't touch me nah
I bet they can't or they can I don't know they're all mad

Miss crazy oh they ask to save me
And uh I don't wanna dip in their holy water
I don't know what's in it
I don't know what's in it
And if I'm a sinner then please forgive me
I Don't read the book
I don't I don't know what is in it
I just wanna stop sinning
Start singing
Rip myself apart
I'm done bleeding
I'm done bleeding
It deceives me
Everybody around me catching fevers
Catching fevers catching feelings
I'm away all for the weekend
I don't want it mom I don't need it
Please take me away from here
I've decided to fake my point of view for these people they're always in the mood for revenge I'm about to bruise
Head to head with all the ones I choose
I'm a Jewish yeah didn't choose this
Didn't choose this life to be this ruthless
I'm just reckless watch me do this
I'm okay about to lose oh my god
I wish I had shoulders to rest on
Or that at least my shoulders could help somebody rest up
You command them to not talk shit about me when I'm gone when I'm dead
A bullet through the head that's what I need sometimes
And then there's nothing wrong with that
There's nothing wrong with that right mom
Right mom there's nothing wrong with that