Damsel Is Depressed
Time Machine (Live Freestyle)
They wanna help me out and still i barely have enough
They'll take what they can find but i think they're bluffing
I'll call em out crown who u wanna crown
At the end we will all go without, some back rubs will do the trick
I don't care about the jester or the prince or the peasants all think
I can just boogie
I dont care it has absolutely nothin new to me
Trust me just boogie
We get what we give for free just trust me
Just boogie just trust me, all comes free
Ride it till you're done for and then rewind repeat
We got a time machine
We can bring it all back and act like the cracks didn't exist
Let's go back to the 60's and the 70's and the 80's and the 90's
And the twenties and the 18000's and pretend none of that ever happened like there was no racism and war and it was like before but better I swore that i've seen it gets so gory but I won't believe until im shown it i will understand the riots and the fall
Never never achieve at all
Just boogie boogie boogie all night long
Cause we can and what we do we do for sport
Sanctity never to be found
You think you're a hound but you're just a clown
You think you got it pegged now you think you got it bad now
You thing you're gonna have to beg now
You gotta beg for it and still you can't afford
Trials , errors, fall through , see you
Trials , errors, you fall through ,they see you
They'll take you down
So i've had a lot of drama for one day
And when the sun is up i'll watch you all decay
And so i guess i'll go back to counting my days
I'm off the tracks i'm off the road, i'm off the rails
They think that they can sink me down i'll never change
They think that i can wear their noose and get okay
They think they'll ask me to be wholesome and i'll play
They think that quieting down is the only way
Only only I can hold me in my arms and say that it's gon' be alright
And then the madness strikes a key
I don't know if i should begin to bleed it open pretend i never existed i guess i should be more persistent, i admit i admit i resist it
It's never enough i guess i missed it, i get so mystic
Lose my own medicine not sure where i placed it
Im mad again, think that im madder than they had ever seen
I guess i missed it, i must've missed it somewhere along the way
I wanna right all of my mistakes

I'm falling on the crawl
I mean i'm falling on the floor i guess i'll crawl
Ain't nobody here wants me to die alone i guess
My whole family knows that i'm a rotten piece of work
I guess the rhyming helps sometimes
But i guess it makes me wallow in it more
I feel like i'm talking in morse code and nobody's listening
I feel like i'm gassed up and everybody's tickling
At my nerves and my neurons
I guess that im insane caught another pie piece of hell
They wait , they wait on the sidelines
I'm fine, i'm saying that i'm fine
I lied again cause i am fine, i'm far from fine
I'm from fucking fine, i , i try again and i recollect my mind
I think my third eye's going blind , I try to revel in it but i hide
I hide too much then i get lost
They think i'm a pest, so I get lost
I don't wanna see my friends anymore yeah
They think i'm unbearable and I get that way
So fucking blast me on your stereo on delay
Maybe slow it down or speed it up so you'll understand
Whatever works best
Different brains process different
Different hearts feel so different
Different sparks, feel so different
I get so lost, then i find it , then i misplace it again
They look at me they say i'm barely a ten
But in my brain i'm a fucking twenty
Cause i know me throughout and no one can arrest me
I wish I could be the queen
I wish I could see me so clean
Pure as a light pure as a beam
I WANNA BE SET FREE BY ME

Love is a shadow dropping by
Love is a shadow sinking it's teeth on my pride
Love is a shadow walking by
I get so scared so i run and hide
Love is a love is a crime that i can't afford to go to jail for
Go to jail for, so I pack some s'mores and i'm good to go
Practice my kissing on the pillow since i was 13 not that little
I guess that i could've done a better job
But that's okay cause I only had one job
Was to study , then get bitter 'bout it, study , then get bitter 'bout it pass these studies to my sister, ask her why she looks so sad
I don't know, I don't know what else to do here
Why do you bare your soul so much? I don't know
Why do you try if you think you're just about ready to give it up
Why do you try when you know you feel like dying 9 to 5
I got non to fight it's a slow restart
Guess we should retire we should get less high when we're together why we're acting like we're martyrs
Why we're acting like the others are rotten while we're rotten
Sinking our loose teeth into somethings
Im not nothing im a has-been before i even started
Back into my side