In myself, losing myself
Losing myself, i'm bruising myself
Im bruising myself
Losing myself , im bruising, oozing myself
I guess im choosing myself i always lose it, lose it

They wanna get
They wanna get in my head and call me a fucking devil bitch
I guess out of all many fucking hits i thought i missed i missed i missed
I must've pissed off someone in my past lives
To get this much shit, to get this much shit
Shit im out of luck, and they call me a hack
A rotten queen i got a bit and a half
I don't wanna celebrate your name , you fucking god
I don't wanna celebrate your name, I don't hear no love
I don't really understand the scribbles in the bible
Fucking fuck your righteous leaders and they're all just prescribing you shit
They're prescribing you shit all the drugs that i missed
I'll never miss 'em i'll never miss 'em
They only diss me cause they barely understand
They only miss me when it's always gonna rain

I called myself, the devil's out to get
Shaking in my boots, yeah i'm fucking fucking empty
Im shaking in my boots but i still got fucking plenty
Give you all i got cause nobody ever tests me
Phase me if you can, 1 2 3 you're the man
All around a nuisance , shit i guess that i can do better
Damn i don't wanna do better not in this lifetime
Yeah i guess ill go back to sinking and just rhyming
Spend my time, not fucking waste my time
Don't fucking waste my time
Id never take a dime from you
You're outta line
Only old-heads will say that whatever i do's rot
Fuck you, i think you sing too much
Naaa, not gonna go back to old-head fucking anthems
I think that they're rotten, i think that they don't get them
Yeah resolved twisted new rotten music
We got no hope and we're hanging onto loose clues
Aarrghh they're bolting in my brain again
I think i'm going mad again, mad again
It's a bitter pill to swallow
But i will never win the lotto
Yeah it's a bitter pill to swallow
But those who got will have more and i will wallow
In the shallow pool in the deep end
It's so fucking low but still i'm fucking sinking
I don't know how i got that way
I don't know what they got to say

But they're old and they're jealous
And they can't stand none of us for some reason
Yeah, they're old and they're jealous
Yeah i'm careless with my words
Cause i was speaking since i was spitting
Everybody kept telling me what to say, what i shouldn't
But now is not time to be okay
Paracetamol in the veins
I don't really wanna do a different thing and I delay
I delay death when it's knocking at my door
I'm not sick, i'm not sick, i'm not fucking sick of the decor
And i don't got too much decorum
So i guess i'm a little poise but
When i get in my veins it's a mother fucking snore fest
And i'm snoring and i'm kicking the house down
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I wish i was a better person but i'm not
I frown every morning every day
Cause i know what i'm about
I'mma drown them out
Imma drown em out
Imma drown em out
Imma drown em out

And they call me a whinerbaby
And it's true i guess i'm not that petty
Yeah they call me a whinerbaby
I guess it's true i'm not that steady
And they used to torture out my brains
And didn't like it when i had so much to say
This whole world is a sattire and i don't understand this context
The subtext i don't really know what they think
They had me , for a second
They had me , for a second
They had me , i was steady
Breathing barely, open to what they think that i should be
They had me, but why did they have to grab me?
I would walk willingly , see why'd they fucking had to grab me?
And they're all so careless and cautious
I guess that you're bothering everyone else
Careless and cautious I would never buy this
Would never buy this if it was on my shelf
Free free free free empty
Free free free free empty
Free free free empty
Don't you test me