[Intro: XNDRSOUND]
I mean, somethings just off
It’s really like shaking my spirit, you know
I guess I’ll just say it all here

[Verse:]
I guess it’s all starting settle in
Feelings turn to words, and I’m just penning in
Tuning out distractions like a veteran
The muses for the music started getting tense
I guess they’re finally catching on, just hope they miss me when I’m gone
With all the other shit that I’m on now
Told all my brothers after fade I’m the god now
Sometimes I need a little cover to calm down
A lot of shit that’s on my mind that I’m burdened with
Now I’m trynna make a wave, under the current shit
Greg said the only way make this shit permanent
Keep applying pressure, know you can’t do it perfectly
Calculated moves, all done with uncertainly
Yeah, the feelings old, the lessons told
I mean I’ve heard so many things I cannot expose
I let it go, see the flowers In Bloom so I let em grow
One day I’ll make sure that the story’s known
I’ll tell it all I see ‘em ascending
Most of y’all just want attention, I see you pretending
Pree all the Van Buren moves, you see how they trending
The rest of y’all just disappeared, I haven’t heard from them in years
It’s like every other second man they start to fade
I mean you say you run the shit, but I’m the one who call the plays
I take one look at your girl and then you start to walk away
Insecurity I’m feeling, cause you know she wants her way
So I never give ‘em time, no pit stops
To try to have me fix you up a verse on a quick drop
They start to get some love and then they attitude flip flop
Acting like they never heard of Xan but really
With all the n***as I talk to, and things that I have seen
And these women I walk thru, some shit you won’t believe
I’m more liable to pop two, put my ass to sleep
On my mind I just got Thu, she filling up my dreams
Fuck it baby I got you with everything you need, just say the word
I know it’s hard to understand but girl I know your worth
For everything we been through you deserve it
When the timing right you’ll take it girl, cause you the one who saved me
Now you reading into things that I’m doing, the way that I’m moving
Things I’m pursuing, tweets that I’m shooting
BLND Co. parties I know you see the influence
It’s family business, with me and you it’s unfinished
Damn, I mean who loved who?
Long talk came, but did the truth come too?
Probably not, but I don’t mean to hide it
Fuck, it never happens how I thought it
All these problems that I’m starting
You don’t text me how you used to guess I know what’s up
And all the messages I’m used to never showing up
You said you there for me forever, I try to call the bluff
I say you getting sick of me, you said you’d never get enough
But fuck it, you got n***as, I got bitches
I recognize the system, I recognize the distance
And all the time I’m trippin, taking trips to you
I’m trynna share my views, but we on different shit now, I guess I’ll let it settle
I got this one good girl say I’m deserving better
Like she ain’t something better?
All these women bring confusion, man I’ll never get it
And they all hate each other, then all claim that they love me
Grey walls in the text, but it’s all good to the public
Acting out in private, you all caught in the subject
Ball’s in my court, so I’m all good to discuss it
You saying take a shot for you, it probably mean a lot to you, girl
Yeah, time really something, trying to make me push the button, best time to confront it
Yeah you start to get a temper but you know I really love it
Yeah you know I really does this, girl, you know I really love you, I mean
Conversations with my mother trynna get it right
She understand, she know I’m not the lonely type
Regardless of the things that we both post and type
I know you thinking bout the boi when you alone at night