[Verse 1: PVSCALE]
Couldn't go to school 'cause of anxiety
I think every girl I've ever had lied to me
I could never have a job, I just had to leave
But I'ma do it on my own, one day they'll see
Blacked out around my mom and it's never been the same
But I'm still poppin' pills and they still don't help the pain
I used to be a ghost, but now people know my name
My favourite way to cope? Drop a ladder in my drink
But I'm never as sad as people think
Even in a hurricane, I can shine through the rain
Me and capo were just youngins, we were smokin' on dank
Grew up in the city of Kurt Cobain

[Chorus: capoxxo]
I remember back in high school, I was just like you
Skipping class and smokin' weed and popping Xannies during school
I was just a freak, I swear to God, I wasn't cool
Started selling kush, coke, Xans, and more

[Verse 2: capoxxo]
Eventually, I got sent out to Idaho
I was stuck in rehab, just withdrawing in the snow
And once you're this deep, there's no going back
Wake up feeling sick until I go and need a price tag
Shawty said she hates me
When I'm off the opiates, I turn into a zombie
And she said I fucking scarred her
Don't even remember, drugs turned me into a monster
[Refrain: yung shame]
They didn't understand, that wasn't the cold
And I didn't have a hand that I could hold
They said we was fam, but then they fold
You said you gonna ride, but then you pulled

[Verse 3: yung shame]
I was so depressed, on the streets, fucked up
I just hit up all my friends, but no one really gave a fuck
And I asked my dad, but he had no more love for me
'Cause my life feels like a fucking movie

[Chorus: capoxxo]
I remember back in high school, I was just like you
Skipping class and smokin' weed and popping Xannies during school
I was just a freak, I swear to God, I wasn't cool
Started selling kush, coke, Xans, and more

[Refrain: yung shame & PVSCALE]
They didn't understand, that wasn't the cold
And I didn't have a hand that I could hold
They said we was fam, but then they fold
Blacked out around my mom and it's never been the same
You said you gonna ride, but then you pulled
But I'm still poppin' pills and they still don't help the pain
[Outro: PVSCALE]
I used to be a ghost, but now people know my name