[Verse 1: XOMBOY]
I won't lie all my life
And the life lies, but I lied
Behind faces, face the mind
Truth’s on hide but I don't mind
Found no one, left off to the side
Loosing time but still won't leave
Find the border, ain’t on this side
Lies on seek, placebo shit
I can't step over your shits
I can't do my job without a plan, I miss
Inspite of my spicy bad thoughts, I have made some messy things
Wonder if I got resources to hold on the heaviest feels
Risks aboard must carry on, but instead want to omit
Painted pictures, expectations, 'cuz my mind ain't lucid
Got to reset, then to throw with acid
How I seen my faulty past, I think I could come stronger
How they all forgot me, now I'm through it like a soldier
My drink's gone, take some new, no worries no bad words
'Till you will remind me, won’t say that I still can trust you

[Verse 2: XOMBOY]
I love these things, but through doing what I love I get bad feelings
That these ideas ain’t shit and they don't think
There’s nothing
I'm trusting
That my mind won't implode, won't be erupting
Now that’s something
Anxiety crushing me down like it sunk it
I'm not Jordan man, but I be dunking
On my older self
I don't like me now but I'm better now than anytime else
You can't beat me, don't gotta belt
Killing you and giving back the damage that you dealt
I'm lit as shit, but I'm unliked like my name is Kells
I wrote this while still full of fear
That I wouldn't be liked anymore, forgotten in a year
Haven't shed a tear
Thats a lie 'cuz failure is what I fear
UBAQ on the beat
XOMBOY on the heat
Audience, they on the edge of their seat
This world falling, getting darker and bleak
That just be in my head but the colors still bleed
I'mma stampede, gonna succeed

[Outro: XOMBOY]
Even if my body is full of anxiety
Getting big is what I'm finna do
Try hard enough, you gon' too
The false realities in my head will not cause me to lose
Battling multiple personalities, they made a truce
(Yeah)
(Welcome To 12)