I shut you out
Cos I'm scared to face myself
Don't wanna push you away
But I'm too proud to ask for help
I try to keep my head on straight
Don't wanna let my temper show
But no matter how hard I try
I can't let the anguish go
There's so much anger and I'm still holding on
All I feel is pain and I've felt it far too long

Don't just wanna keep you out
And I drag myself behind
I can't see who i wanna be
New age has left me blind
I can't dwell on the past
And I can't dwell on the hurt
I wanna grow and change
But i need the closure first

There's so much anger and I'm still holding on
All I feel is pain and I've felt it for too long

I got to let it go