Please don't ask me how I'm doing
I'm tired of trying to pretend
That I am enjoying this
Somehow I don't feel like I'm living
Expectation caving in
Don't watch me as I'm crumbling
Can't stay awake but I can't fall asleep
Here I lay captive to the in between
Highs and lows
No control
Yes, I'm aware it's self-inflicted
But Hear my woe
Can't let go
Vendetta of my own invention
Highs and lows
When did I become so foreign?
Stranger I can't recognize
Retreated from my own design
Can't stay awake but I can't fall asleep
Here I lay captive to the in between
Highs and lows
No control
Yes, I'm aware it's self-inflicted
But Hear my woe
Can't let go
Vendetta of my own invention
Highs and lows

This is self-destruction
And I don't know what's on the other end
But something keeps me going
Against my own devices
I watch my own demise it's
Not what I intended
I know it's kinda twisted
But I can't shake these
Highs and lows
Highs and lows
No control
Yes, I'm aware it's self-inflicted
But Hear my woe
Can't let go
Vendetta of my own invention
Highs and lows