[Verse 1]
This isn’t how it’s supposed to be, tossing and turning
Can't sleep, ah
You’re a nightmare, a force to be reckoned with
I feel the pressure’s on me, you call with a beckoning wake
I’m lonely, lonely
Can’t live with the ego that you’ve stole from me
Holding me for keepsake, I’m so down in positions to where my knees ache

[Bridge 1]
Have me so timid
I’m out
Have me so livid
I’m out
Giving me up for someone that’s shit
Ain’t guessing who’s value is worthy
This ain’t no player for player shit
You’re shit and I’m sold
Got me toe dipping
I’m cold
Got my soul tripping
It’s weak
So weak
Can’t speak

[Bridge 2]
Have me so timid
I’m out
Have me so livid
I’m out
This ain’t no player for player shit
You’re shit and I’m sold
Got me toe dipping
I’m cold
Got my soul tripping
It’s weak
So weak
Can’t speak
[Verse 2]
Accelerations of intimacy makes this driven
Gift to gab surely assured but what’s given?
Every time I go and think of her face
Thought of her image in my head, just don’t erase
She don’t really a fuck about balance, she don’t really give a fuck about love
All she really wanna do is go to the islands, scoping out the area to find more talents
She’s was irritating even when we were together, I had to go and leave just for the better
This is why I cannot sleep every night, as I go to hassle these demons, Issa fight
And why, sit here and weep, to do more crying
When all that really ever do is waste timing
I know it’s a lot, dealing with post traumatic relationship but why is that even a cause?
You can’t relate to shit
Had a serious connection at first, you’d hate to brake it quick
All the tainted sex was superb, here goes the tanking ship
Rules and regulations, I hate to make this statement but I love and I hate you
It’s awful but I wish I could erase you
Can’t fight the feeling but it’s something that just wants to take you back
Mixed emotions upon myself like how can someone that bad be so damn good?
I don’t know the answers, it’s like a 1v1 battle match between myself

[Chorus]
Girl I see you, you’re so haunting
In my sleep, I toss and turn
I don’t ever wanna lose you
I don’t ever wanna lose you