MC Wave
Cynical Thinker (Catch 22)
[Verse 1]
Same stuff ah
Y’all all do the same stuff, yuh
Say what?
I ain’t dealing wit you cucks, so what?
Show bluffs, keep them feelings on a cuff
Keep that sneak shit on a tuck, I ain’t doing all that stuff
Paint brush, yeah my lucid pictures really dangerous
I ran past everyone from the motherfucken past, in a mad bag yeah now they running laps back to the present
Can’t be in my presence in abundant foreseen near future
Been bullied my whole life hadda socially refrain, outgrew those wounded years, my younger self overcame
I was gonna put a knife in my motherfuckеn brain
Is this what y’all want?
Makes me wonder if еvery bodies on a taunt?
Who really knew my life would drastically change?
Mostly in catch twenty two as I always gotta explain
Man bots really know how to kill a good mood, misconstrued, arguments why end shit this way
More so afraid, I feel this shit still aches, you don’t know about my pain
And that’s why I’m goin back to my pad, gonna write in my pad, gotta relax this mad
On a ever living spaz, adding to my everyday rage
Stop watchin’ me fan
No you ain’t glad, yous a fake, yous a player and a hater
Instigator, instagram, instant hater, I’ll bask when I’m sad transmute than come back even greater
I know y’all mad, probably tell it all to em in a flash, in a quickie, in a jiffy
Want me dead? Okay, call all your perpetrators to come fight for you but you won’t ever fight for me
And I know you’d fucken do it, already been in those scenes
Playing victim when your grass ain’t greener
I want out the league, why can’t you see that I’m all the bigger blessings?
But you would rather enter karmic lessons, leaving all the wrong impressions, our angels watching from the heavens all our actions, all our endings
That’s craze, well stop moving like snakes, be genuine in new age
Say I’m a diamond in the rough not really when your mistakes become mine, can’t relate
Take time for yourself, stop trying so hard, already had it all naturally, I made it this far
Y’all like staying with the drama, resurfacing all my trauma, it’s like a gun in ya hand pulling triggers on my abandonment
I can’t grow if I stay, everyday it’s the same, just a constant replay
More to say, everyone’s pointing the blame till it’s time to convey
Disrespect our differences, open ya mind stay true to your life portrayed but you rather beef always seeing it ya way
Don’t appreciate my energy, wow what a fucken waste
Crowded bottom, I hadda relocate to gain space
Cynical thinking man you carbon copies just paste
That’s why my block list growing higher than the Empire State