[Intro]
Yeah
I’m still here, I’m alive
I feel great, lemme write

[Verse]
I was thinking about suicide a couple times
Realized there’s more to life, I had to wake up looking at bigger pictures
I got my mind right, realign just because the heartbreak induces ache
Shouldn’t be a reason to remove the pain, settling for psychic gain
Yes that old world is crushed, I didn’t worry I just started anew again
This music is dopamine rush, boast of a chemical serotonin
The only thing in lifе making me feel golden, pensivе penmanship lyricism is potent
The only one who wrote this, straight from the fire of my soul but my body still frozen
I’m swinging back in motion, said fuck the stagnation
I’ve castrated the bad vibes, mental health state now sits in confine
Letting go of attachments which I thought everlasting but they’re plastic not actions
On a craving passion for expansion, slowly working the solar plexus active
Not entertaining the name blaming, they can call me crazy or lazy
I’m unfazed g, these reflections a bit shady
Colorblind hate avoidant, if that being your reasons then so be it
Writing this is therapy freeing, over here is a losing galore
They see the knife wounds, go head and add more
My face now faced the wall, for everyone to have their fun and all
Slanderous types, I was the exit out your comfy place
Thinking of those days I feel the pain, this the last time I’m gon mention and say
Hanging on this fucken rope, I’ll kill myself then start again
My methods will come different, I’m receptive to all this clarity
Releasing these allergies, musical Claritin medicine
A heavy rarity, I’ll pour more into positivity and prosperity
The enlightenment is above all in which I’m fighting for most these days
It’s a lot but I’ll feel more at peace in these ways
Out this rope, free from this cage now how long the wait?
Yeah yeah, now how long the wait?
[Outro]
I need some water, water
I need some water, water
I got no water, water
I need some water, water
I need some water, water
I got no water, water
The hanged man
The hanged man
I’m feeling like the hanged man
Yuh