Lightning meeting bone
Sensations unknown
Fighting a ghost, something in me
Looking to start a mutiny
I’m scared to be alone

I don’t know how to be in this body
This house that’s falling apart as I’m watching
I don’t want to let it cave
I just want another way
I don’t know how to be home, home, home
In this body

String of waiting rooms
Endless deja vu
White on the walls
Am I awake
Tell me exactly which pill to take
How to heal a chameleon wound

I don’t feel like myself
I know pain, clean, contained
This is something else

I don’t know how to be in this body
This house that’s falling apart as I’m watching
I don’t want to let it cave
I just want another way
I don’t know how to be home, home, home
In this body
I can’t bear all this waiting
Don’t know what’s real, hazy instincts
Say I’m fine, I feel crazy
Don’t call me crazy