[Verse 1]
Poison slowly seeps, I fall asleep again
Mother puts her hand to my head, I am sick, but I'm not dead
I just need some sleep, I need some rest
I need some healthy friends
Just one more fix before I kick this ugly trend

[Pre-Chorus]
I haven't cooked, my body, it hurts
My belly aches, it wants to burst
I've got the shakes, I start to shake
I've got the shakes, I've got the shakes

[Chorus]
Mmm, mama knows I'm not okay
Ooh, I'm not myself today

[Verse 2]
I pricked love today for love pricked me again
I beat love down to a pulp, and then I build it up again
I just like love, and I live love
Can she come kill my loneliness?
Just one more kiss before I kick this ugly trend

[Pre-Chorus]
This one's for the books, you won't relate
I'm on the hook, I can't be late
White rabbit chased an early grave
I sink into my happy place
[Chorus]
Mmm, mother knows I'm not okay
Ooh, I'm not myself today