I am damaged
Beyond repair
As far as I’m aware
So, I guess we’ll begin my story here

I’m not alone
I’m a fucking freak
Down below
Another person speaks
Louder and louder
He makes me weak
The future is bleak, but
There is a girl
There is a girl
She’s hard to explain
Somehow, she gets in and numbs the pain
She makes it all go away

If I had her
I could fight this, but
I don’t deserve her
No one deserves her
Maybe one day
I will know bliss, but
I don’t deserve her
No one deserves her

So, I am damaged
Beyond repair
As far as I’m aware
Let me make this very clear
I am a wreck
Nobody cares
I live a life full of despair
I’ll fucking end it all one day, I swear
And I’m taking him with me
I’m taking him with me and we’ll burn in hell together
Rot and I

All this talk about protection
From a fucking psychotic infection
You think you know what I want?
You think you know what I need?
You need fucking correction
You are the cause of my depression
A home to homicidal thoughts and aggression
You want to know what I want?
You want to know what I need?
I need her attention

If I had her
I could fight this, but
I don’t deserve her
No one deserves her
Maybe one day
I will know bliss, but
I don’t deserve her
No one deserves her
Don’t want to live to see another day
Living without her
Always without her
I need her love there has to be a way, but
I don’t deserve her
No one deserves her

I’m not alone
I’m a fucking freak
Down below
Another person speaks
Louder and louder
He makes me weak
The future is bleak, but
There is a girl
There is a girl
I got her, she’s mine
Somehow the stars in the sky aligned
But Rot is in my spine
There’s Rot in my spine