[Verse One]
Don't know how to say this but I don't think we can work out
This relationship is strong but I don't see how it can play out
We were so close for so long, but that is when I messed up
Now you walk around and ignore me like please fess up
How the fuck I fix it? How the fuck I grow?
If I did something I just wanna know
I wanna change things and I wanna make them better
But when you keep the doors shut it's hard to get back inside
I know you got a lot of pride, but you hide it
You hide it when you're walking and you hide it when you're talking
I'm not asking you, to let me inside
Cause I already am but I don't know where I am

[Verse Two]
I'm trapped here, aye
I'm stuck in my own conscience, tryna make sure you're okay when deep down I am not
You know I chose this life and the way that I'm living it
But I just can't be there for you when you push me away
Today I sat down and I looked at my wall
Wondering when will be the next time I fall
I sit alone thinking you don't want me at all
That's when I give up and I let myself fall
I trust you with my heart and I wanna play my part
But sometimes it is hard that's why I fill out the chart
Of my memories, and what they have become
I'm so far gone I don't know what's real and what's not, aye
I built this prison cell, inside of my head
But looking back on it man I wish I was dead
It bugs me sometimes when you leave me on read
Have I annoyed you? Fuck! Have I messed up that bad?
You know that I love you, it's just hard to express it
To those of you I let down I'm so sorry I did it
I wanna fix things, and I wanna make them better
I wanna do that shit but I ain't gonna write a letter

[Outro]
I will apoligize for everything I have done
But I will not stand here let you push me away
You said that you would, never wanna lose me
But here you are bitch you're putting me in a doozy, aye