Rxseboy
When the hospital was my home
Feel the wind blow, I can hear it in my left ear
Sounds like when you whisper to me but you're not around here
Life is slow, sleeping 12 hours a day
Since I had my surgery, it's never been the same
I'm sick and it sucks and my friends barely visit
Every week that goes by, end up feeling more distant
Cried so many times trying to chip away my fear
Praying when I'm sad, thinking of our younger years
First night that you kissed me, cuddle watching Disney
Now I wait at night for a text that you miss me
Every second is a blessing when you're standing at my side
We didn't see this coming, it's okay to say goodbye
It's okay to say goodbye
But I hate saying goodbyes
Would you stay here longer?
Sorry, I'm not stronger
Speak to me with honesty, it's harder than we thought it would be
Tell it to me straight, I don't want no probablys
Tell me when you're tired, 'cause I'm getting tired too
The rain is feeling heavy and the sky isn't so blue
Pills for my breakfast, promising they'll heal me
Hanging out with doctors and staring at the ceiling
My favorite days are Mondays when you come and see me
Wish you would stay longer, but I know it's not easy (Yeah)
I was excited for that concert
Tell me all about it, did they sign your new Converse?
I don't wanna let go when we hug
One thing worse than dying is losing who you love