[Verse 1]
Tried to give you, what ever you wanted
Don't get why
Guess you didn’t want the same
So simple
What caused me to be this blind
Out writing riddles about bimbos
Who didn't see my true potential
Straight and blatant out my mental
Cradling Satan is my issue
Cause I go for these women
Who caused deep wounds
Trust issues, Stitches
But why, I love the scar tissue
I need to know
Cause I bruise, break, and shatter
Heart beaten, tell I snap
[Verse 2]
Then wait
For it to be better
Then I repeat the cycle
Over and over
Against the weather and the conditions
I never find myself, in good a situation
Or Even after having a frantic amount of patience
Taking precautions, but not enough for a realization
That i'm looking for myself, in these women
I been missing, something got lost
Along the way
And i’m finding I didn't get
What is it I need to exhibit
Like a museum, in myself
Searching looking for an answer
Questioning, everything in a cell
How far have I come
Just to get it all wrong
What are answers to the words
That I put into the song
Uh, yeah
[Verse 3]
I apologize
For anybody I did wrong
I know what it feels like
And i'm so tired
Of being, but not feeling belonged
I'm longing for something
I don't really want
Yeah
Who did me, what I never would of thought
That's what she was, but I cannot accept it
How could she do that?
Why did I not learn my lesson?
I guess, I thought of her as perfection
And i'm a perfectionist myself
She put me through hell
And kept dragging
Spitting her flames, just like a dragon
But, what I need to see
Is it wasn't right for me
I heard the right one would come
When I truly find me
That’s gonna be a sight to see
But I pray to God, I get over this rivalry
That she put in my head
She’s poison, but I still see her, laying real cozy in my bed
Everywhere I go, she haunts everything I do
Randomly out of nowhere, a mood of gloom
Striking the room
Remembering my sickness, the flew
That she caused, when she blew over the thoughts
With the bipolar, with a kind of odd sober
Sending out a dark signal
Tipsy tricking me, stating she not flirting
But I know better
Cuz she's always on that Instagram searching
Surfing, posting pictures
Thinking she can get the best likes
And it’s gonna change her whole life
But the truth is, that's a lie
But so is you and I
Cause you never fucking tried