[Intro]
Yeah
I mean what was I supposed to do
You left me in fucking pieces

[Verse]
Every where I go, it's always the same
Something to remind me of you on that fucked up day
I can't take it anymore, I can't take the pain
It's been a whole year and I still feel the same - wait
Maybe this was all to just teach me a lesson
Why am I still here second guessing
And I'm sorry every song I make is depressing
But what's depression if you can't over come the stress and
Try to reach your potential but you seem to mess it
Up every time so you keep to pressing
But what am I supposed to do
When everywhere I go, I'm reminded of you
Every room in my house, every place in the town
It's like I'm stuck on a fucking merry go round
And around and around and around I go
But until I escape I know, I cannot grow
You moved on, you dont feel the same
So why the fuck am I stuck at this stage in my brain
No love for you remained, nil nada nothing engrained
So why the fuck do I still feel I'm in pain
My health seems to get a bit better, then worse
I try to disperse, the curse, but it always gets worse and it hurts
Just to blurt out a sentence of verbs, trying to describe the way I feel inside and the nerves, are frayed in my legs
I beg myself to try to respect, that I'm not the same person as the day that we met
But I bet, you expect, me to text, no regrets, apologise for all the things I have said
Not a chance, do a dance, to enhance, your commands, I'm doing my own thing, so fuck your demands
I'm doing me and that's all that matters, look out for yourself and watch their perceptions shatter
Let them crowd around, yeah come let's gather
I'll take you out one by one with a hit from thors hammer
Did I stammer, mind your manners, fuck the grammar, wheres my planner
Didn't know this shit went down inside this mans manor
But I'm not about that fake lifestyle
Everything I do, I do to make worthwhile, everything I used to do was to make you smile
Now everytime I'm reminded I feel vile
Violated, all of these depressive thoughts, consolidated
And I can't escape it
I guess this song is just the best way to demonstrate it
I feel frustration, coming from the fact I've reached a realisation
Maybe it was my fault, maybe it was my never anticipating
You leave me, staring out this window waiting...
I'm stuck gazing
Into space, out of place, out of mind, out of state, I'm a state, I debate, never great, I feel fake
Will I ever, ever, ever be able to trust again?
Put my life on the line, am I really insane
How I can ever rid myself of this shame
I feel I'm driving 100 miles an hour down a one way lane