Friends movin away
Laying on the concrete
I still miss you Kate
No you can’t stop me
Yeah it’s too late now
Momma I’m sorry
Stuck in my head
My Vision is red
Time to disappear
See you in some years
Lately I been goin through it
Screaming for help no better way to do it
Mind of a menace but a heart full of gold
How can this world be so fucking cold
Why does nobody listen?
I empty my lungs and lose all my vision
Stuck with no hope and I’m lost in addiction
Praying to god that my sins are forgiven
But I know It’s to late
Time to pick my fate
Stared up in heaven and I seen him close the gate
I'm just 14 tryna find my own escape
If only these drugs could erase the pain
You’d see me smile but here comes the train
Yeah I’m going down
But I won’t fall
Caught by the noose that is trapped on my jaw
Angel on my left but the devils over all
Tears in my eyes but no breath left to call
Pain fades out
Lights go dark
Thoughts in my head yeah my memories spark
Alone once against its the end of the start
They’ll only love me when my world goes dark
Sorry I'm a failure all I do is try
Look at my reflection and always ask myself why
Angel on the left, devil on the right
All my life is a fight
My days has always been nights
Hidden with fake smiles
I was young, dumb, broke and stupid
Did shit no one thought I did
But what's life to live
Without a life to live
I changed from negative to positive
But yet they still look me down shit
One mistake turns into a hunnid miles
One great job forgotten in the speed of light
Turn shit around still I try
All I get is denied
Everydays a struggle, every days a fight
I'm shattered inside
Broken pieces scattered nowhere to hide
I'm just saying I know what that's like
To sit up in bed for the night
And Ponder the things that you could've done right
Fight after fight. We try and we try it again
Sin after sin
Crushed by the weight till we thin
Asking like when does this end. I'm feelin my faith abouta to bend
My life it just blows in the wind like God where have you been