Loves not something you could pick up and drop the moment you catch feelings those feelings never stop you can say you're over someone but you're really not cause in reality yo feelings are just caught up in a knot

See its hard for me to love you cause my insecurities but its clear for me to see I wanna be with you but I needa let it be cause I needa focus on less you and more me

I really can't stress it enough that I care had this whole time but you were unaware I gave you my trust but you were never there and I'm left feeling hurt and that's totally unfair

I forgive you though cause it wasn't your fault I guess your feelings just came to a screeching halt, you were my first choice you were default now I feel trapped locked up in a vault

This situation keeps getting worse and I needa let it go and honestly that's fine, even though I'd really love da get to call you mine, you and I are always on a constant decline

I still think about you every single day cause you make me happy in every single way, sometimes I like to think if you just stayed but go ahead you do you it's really ok...