Look I know I ain't been myself lately, I been feeling like someone else lately. Its probably this empty cold 45 that's numbin' the pain inside cause truthfully I ain't felt lately. I'm still a sinner I'm losin' myself If I need a sign I needed space I needed love, I needed time. And I never understood how you could treat me so heartless until I realized that you just needed mine. That's what I mean by loving you never helps. cause I just can't decide between loving you or myself. I just pushed away cause I drew a line and you crossed it, crossin' out my x's and x'in out all my losses cause I know. What its like to lose somebody you love, and I know what it feels like to lose yourself to the drugs. And I know what its like to have to let go of someone cuz they hurt you so bad that you not the person you was but, they will never feel what I feel. In a world so fake I just needed somethin' thats real. I been dyin' to live the devil shootin' to kill. I just can't help but one day if you think of me still. See I been losin' my mind. I been losin' everybody I believed in. Anxiety is suffocating me I'm barely breathin. I'm coping with the pain. Hopin' that the rain just stops cause it reminds me of the day you said leavin' . We always sem to run from those that love us the most. We never open up because we scared to get close. We runnin' from the past and numb ourselves hopin' that it last cause you left me when I needed you the most. I said we always seem to run from those that love us the most. We never open up because we scared to get close. We runnin' from the past and numb ourselves hopin' that it last, we just hopin' that it last.... Cause I know what its like to lose a person you love, and I know whats its like to lose yourself to the drugs, I know. Yeah Cause I know what its like to lose a person you love, and I know whats its like to lose yourself to the drugs. Yeah I whats its like to lose a person you lovin'.....