[Verse 1: Yung Ivy]
It was December when you told me you were leaving
And now I'm barely breathing as I think about you living your life with someone I don't know
But if you want me to go I'll go
I'll never leave my home
And think of all the things you said and never meant bitch
You can call me Shinigami because I've got a death wish

[Hook: Yung Ivy]
Here I am again lost in my thoughts
If these walls could talk they'd say you're in too deep so just run
And turn your back on the people you love because in the end you're gonna hurt them regardless
Of whether you want to or not
It's all your fault
Why can't you stop
You thought you had this all worked out when all you are is scared of yourself

[Verse 2: heroine diaries]
Scared of yourself baby
I love you but why you drive me crazy?
You're my prom queen shoutout Tracy
Crashing off the molly feeling wavey
They've always got shit to say I don't really care though
I'm just doing me
Out here I'm trying to blow
I've got so much pills that you think that I'm a chemist
Coke lines and xanny bars that's a good breakfast

[Hook: Yung Ivy]
Here I am again lost in my thoughts
If these walls could talk they'd say you're in too deep so just run
And turn your back on the people you love because in the end you're gonna hurt them regardless
Of whether you want to or not
It's all your fault
Why can't you stop
You thought you had this all worked out when all you are is scared of yourself