[Hook: heroine diaries]
I just wanna talk to you but I don’t even try
My anxiety is bad so I just wanna die
Suicides the only thing that I’ll make me feel fine
When I think of you I get chills down my spine

I just wanna talk to you but I don’t even try
My anxiety is bad so I just wanna die
Suicide's the only thing that I’ll make me feel fine
When I think of you I get chills down my spine

[Verse: $eejay]
I get chills down my spine
When you cross my mind
Shawty so divine
Getting money like I'm dying
I can't even lie
Shawty she a dime
I can't even lie
Holding hands while we cry
Rolled up, got the loud pack so I showed up
Pour up, so when I talk to you I don't throw up
No love, but when I see you I know of
I know of, this feeling yeah I'm choked up

[Hook: heroine diaries & $eejay]
I just wanna talk to you but I don’t even try
My anxiety is bad so I just wanna die
Suicides the only thing that I’ll make me feel fine
When I think of you I get chills down my spine

I just wanna talk to you but I don’t even try
My anxiety is bad so I just wanna die
Suicide's the only thing that I’ll make me feel fine
When I think of you I get chills down my spine