[Intro]
I think I'm losing grip
Reality leads me to slip
I never fucking asked for this
Bleeding just to reminisce

[Chorus]
Tried so hard, yet I've not gone far
Desperately searching for fire to spark
All these dreams to conceive my reality
Pleading for a way to restart
Before I bleed out in the dark

[Verse 1]
Tied to hide in comfort and pride
I need a way to break this bind
Forego the heartache in my stride
I long to thrive on the other side

For better or worse
I could drink 'til it still hurts
Unearth to learn it's all I'm worth
Breaking myself down into the fucking dirt
Begging for the solace in rebirth

[Chorus]
Tried so hard, yet I've not gone far
Desperately searching for fire to spark
All these dreams to conceive my reality
Pleading for a way to restart
Before I bleed out in the dark

[Verse 2]
Where, where did it all go wrong
I've been going nowhere all along
Nightmares serve only to prolong
Distress feels like it belongs
The thought of leaving this earth so lost
[Bridge]
So what if I can't face the end
Or believe the voices in my head
Is this search as hard as it gets?
Do I make my peace
Or finally make amends?

[Chorus]
Tried so hard, yet I've not gone far
Desperately searching for fire to spark
All these dreams to conceive my reality
Pleading for a way to restart
Before I bleed out in the dark