Victoria Bigelow
Going Blue
[Verse 1]
Another day has ended
And I am all alone
Look at the water in the walls
And mold that's overgrown
I thought I'd be excited
I'm finally of age
There's whiskey in the freezer
I don't wanna celebrate

[Chorus]
I don't know if I'm cut out for this
Wish I was, most days I'm not
It's the look my mother has
When she says I'm going bad
And she wonders if I'll always be this lost

[Verse 2]
My hands are shaking bad
I just found out
What the hell am I to do?
Kicking gravel by your house?
A few weeks ago
In the San Francisco Bay
We slept inside the car
I turned twenty-two that day
[Chorus]
I don't know if I'm cut out for this
Wish I was, but I'm just a kid
Who can hardly make it through
A day without going blue
And I wondеr if I'll always be like this

[Bridge]
And like thе coward, I
I can't admit when I'm wrong
Does everybody get this weird
When they're alone for too long?
Yeah, like the coward, I
I can't admit when I'm wrong
Does everybody get this weird
When they're alone?

[Chorus]
I don't know if I'm cut out for this
Wish I was, but I'm just a kid
Who can hardly make it through
A day without going blue
And I wonder if I'll always be like this
I don't know if I'm cut out for this
Wish I was, but most days I'm not
And I can't remember when I didn't feel
Like I'm inside someone else's body, someone I forgot
And I wonder if I'll always be this lost