Tom The Mail Man
Rock Bottom
[Pre-Chorus: Daniel Novello]
If you knew what I thought
Swear you wouldn't notice blue skies
Everything is clouded by
My reality, this loss
I can't get up and try
Seein' blurry, losing sight
[Chorus: Daniel Novello]
I can't save myself, rock bottom's taken everything
Hate askin' for help, but pride is the enemy
[Verse 1: Daniel Novello]
Hate days that feel the same
Livin' in the cycle, wait for life to rearrange
Wanna find me a better place
Fire for survival can't channel all my rage
Like what the fuck, who am I?
Breaking everything inside evеry person I despise
Oh, self destruct in five, losing my fucking mind (Just a matter of time)
Broke up with my girl, then I cut off all my friends
They probably think I'm fake, well fuck 'em, can't pretend
I been on the edge slowly losin' my sense
Takin' all these meds tryna get my fix
I'm tired of opinions, I don't wanna listen
Suck on my dick, you're just clouding my vision
In my business, I need my own space
Everybody in my ear, can't think straight
So I take a whole eighth, can't feel my face
If I never come down, know that I'm okay
This is how I deal with pain in today's age
Twistin' tornados, bitch, goin' Super Saiyan
[Pre-Chorus: Daniel Novello]
If you knew what I thought
Swear you wouldn't notice blue skies
Everything is clouded by
My reality, this loss
I can't get up and try
Seein' blurry, losing sight
[Chorus: Daniel Novello]
I can't save myself, rock bottom's taken everything
Hate askin' for help, but pride is the enemy
[Verse 2: Tom The Mail Man]
Night's starting to fade out
If a n***a black know this shit is goin' down, down
No I don't want a face off, baby
Black on my hip and it stays off safety
In case a n***a wanna face off, no Travolta
Different when you see my face on a local poster
Different when that n***a Pop said you want me closer
I'll allow it for the night, but when I am sober
Black shirt, slacks, white tie, all business
It's back to the city with that bitch, good riddance
The kid with a knuckle tied to his back, can't miss him
And n***as tryna rap know that they can't diss him
It's way too crazy
I live life with my dogs and we dog them ladies
This is for my safety
I'ma do what I can so a n***a can't save me
[Chorus: Tom The Mail Man]
I can't save myself, bottom's taken everything
Hate askin' for help, but pride is the enemy
[Chorus: Daniel Novello]
I can't save myself, rock bottom's taken everything
Hate askin' for help, but pride is the enemy