"These feelings, they started when I was in, you know, high school. Back in the days, um, one guy in my class was having a relationship with a girl from the same high school and, and they were good until they decided to break and basically end the relationship because they were not feeling comfortable for whatever reason. It was months later that the girl hit me up because she said that she wanted to, to, to know about me, about my person, and I decided to do it. So we, wе hung out on a Friday for the first time and it was a Sunday when wе decided to start a relationship because we were pretty close and pretty similar and we really had that chemistry. My surprise was that, um, when we came back to high school on Monday, um, fifty people, over fifty people were waiting for me at the main door to the high school, waiting for me to whoop my ass and pretty much hit me and, and try to really bad things to me physically and mentally as well. That was, that was I think three days in a row they were doing this same thing, over and over again, and it was because that guy just told them to do it, and the funny part was that he wasn't even there. So the third day I came back from high school, I decided to go next to his house and see, and see what's going on, because I thought that he would probably leave the house for whatever reason at some point of the day, but it wasn't like that. So I decided to go inside of the house, with no permission obviously, and I that was the point where I, I lost my mind, and I cannot, like, remember pretty much anything about what happened until, until his mom came back from work and that's, that was when I felt like I, I came back to Earth and uh, and the first thing that I saw was her staring at me, crying, looking around all, all over the house. All the blood that was, you know, on the floor, the walls, doors, furniture, everywhere. Then I check out my hand and I had a phone, uh, and it was right on top of that guy, on the couch, hitting him with the phone and all of his head was broken and, and his face was swollen and broken as well, with a lot of blood, all covered in blood, all over his face and head, shirt, pants, everywhere. And the thing that I remember the most was the look of his mom to myself, she was, she was looking at me like it was, like it, like if I was like something like an animal or something like that, you know, and I probably am an animal since that day. But it's not my problem, it wasn't my mistake. And I definitely do not regret anything from that day. I have to say that the tears from his mom, or the blood, seeing all of that madness and craziness, I definitely remember that, enjoying this, I definitely enjoyed that moment so much, even the pain of his mom was really, was really good for me, and I definitely do not regret anything, I definitely enjoyed it a lot."