[Intro]
(JTK)

[Chorus: Lil Tjay]
Demons all around me, everywhere I go I'm good
Yeah a n***a chilling, don't you get misunderstood
Only 18 years old, made it out the hood
I done did some shit that they ain't never think I could

[Verse 1: Polo G]
Stay up off that corner, don't go hanging with them Cobras
On my block they cutthroat, your day ones will fuck you over
For the love of money all your friends will turn to vultures
I got pain in me, medication in my soda
Wonder why I'm always high, I feel depression when I'm sober
For all the shit I been through, put baguettes up in my choker
'Member we was lurking, take light steps as I get closer
No, I can't be a sellout 'cause that's dangerous for my culture
I'm getting money but still hurting, that's why I'm bipolar
I never gave up on my team, put 'em on my shoulders
Got PTSD from that battlefield, I'm a soldier
Remember we was going through it and them nights got colder

[Chorus: Lil Tjay]
Demons all around me, everywhere I go I'm good
Yeah a n***a chilling, don't you get misunderstood
Only 18 years old, made it out the hood
I done did some shit that they ain't never think I could
[Verse 2: Lil Tjay]
We wasn't schooling, we was block boys
We was into Glock toys
Won't nobody really throwing knuckles, it was shot noise
Grew up had a hard life, now my chain is hard ice
Lost a couple homies to this shit we ain't depart right
Double R the car, right, foreign whip my car type
I just stay, ain't bother, I ain't really with the starlight
Better off, I'm lowkey, gotta keep it toasty
Shells for anybody if they think they could approach me
Getting money, OT, thuggin' like I'm 'posed to be
I remember 2015 they said ain't no hope for me
Now I'm stacking blue cheese, do it anti-socially
Steady smoking sour, it just put me where I'm 'posed to be
I just wanna be a superstar, get right to the top
I remember when they locked me up, and put me in that box
Came home jugging, I was steady running getting to that guap