It's over my head
A cloud of self-hate
I've done losing enough
Hadn't I?
I'm 'bout to rough 'em up
It's him or my head
Windows, smash it up, HEY!
Haven't I had enough? HEY!
Faces, bust right open, HEY!
Faces, split right open, HEY!
Windows, smash it up, HEY!
(Up on me right now)
Haven't I had enough? HEY!
(It's up on me right now)
Faces, bust right open, HEY!
(Pouring the rain down)
Faces, split right open, HEY!
(Pouring I might drown)
(Pouring)
Windows, smash it up, HEY!
(You say that right now)
Haven't I had enough? HEY!
(You say that right now)
Faces, bust right open, HEY!
(You say that right now)
Faces, split right open, HEY!
I had enough of feeling everything
It's not pain it grows numb
It's remorse that stings
And you offered to shed
Teary eyes and all
We both cried that night
It freed my soul
And I own it
Down on myself
And I own it
Tearing down myself
And I'm on it
Tearing down like this
When we both sat down
It filled my heart with your loving
Still up on me right now
Still up on me right now
Up on me right now
Still up on me right now
(1300 enters with marching drums)
Self (same) Hate (thing)
Every (매일) Day (똑같애)
War (그만) Happens (해)
In my (이젠 너무) Head (괴롭네)
Put my self aside
(Self-hate)
Hate comes like tide
(Everyday)
나를 설득해 난
(War happens)
이미 감정은 탐
(In my head)
Brain so bloody, 말들이 섞여 flooding
(Self-hate everday)
Me and me and me 누워있어 dirty
말 다툼은 농 같이 흩어져 공기
(War happens in my head)
답이 나와도 내일은 그대로
되감기 처럼 같은 싸움이 반복
미움은 잠복 중이야
아침이 지나면 참고 있다가 또
생각이 많아서 낮에 또 잠
확실이 바뀌었어 낮과 밤
그럴수록 피부는 엉망
싫어서 꿈으로 도망 uh
머리는 여전히 소란
그만해 그만해
그만해 그만해
(Augh!)
아휴 이제 좀 낫네
미안해 내가 좀 이래
기분 up and down이 심해
Roller coster ride이라 할래
이라고 하면서 나를 달래
무시하면서 사는 거야 애당초에
그냥 미루자 미루자 다음에 uh
DND mode 여전히 내 상태
(Brrr nope) 미안 나 챙기기 바빠
만나자 우리 다음에 ooh
Where do I go?
This ain’t for show
I’m lost for words
I’m about to blow
Come hold my hand
That’s all I know
I had a plan
Till I hit this road
Oh
다 부셔 맘에 들지 않는건
(Where do I go? This ain’t for show)
이제 여긴 아무것도 없는 섬
(I’m lost for words I’m about to blow)
이제 못하겠어 다 괜찮은 척
(Come hold my hand that’s all I know)
차라리 날 탓해 그게 나을걸
(I had a plan 'til I hit this road)
Where do I go?
This ain’t for show
I’m lost for words
I’m about to blow
Come hold my hand
That’s all I know
I’m lost for words
I’m about to blow