Sometimes i wish i went to college
And only ever dreamed bout the shit that i started
Getting sick of my apartment
Something’s wrong with my head
But i just don’t know what to call it
Telling myself it’s fine
It’s what you dreamed of
The city of angels where devils meet up
I don’t leave my room
It’s hard to speak up
When everyone around me thinks I’m no one

I wanna dream on
I told i my mom that i would make it
Gotta keep on

I’m super paranoid
I wanna make em all proud
But i keep falling down
I never had a choice
I wanna makе em scream it back to me
And hеar the noise

Testing my patience
Can’t even get out of my bed
I’m fucking breaking
Don’t know what day it is
I’d give it all to give it up
I’m way too anxious
I’m never breathing right
I gotta drink until i’m spinning
Just to sleep at night
I need him by my side
I get so scared to be alone
That i start shaking i
Wish i went to college
I wish i had a nine to five
I can’t see the finish line
I do this every time