You should know it's all your fault
Why you do me so damn wrong
Fuck you, yeah I still love you

Light's on but it's still so dark
Feel my world falling apart
Without you, but still fuck you

And I need a way I can bury this
I've talked to like so many therapists
I bottle this up 'till it reaches the top
Then sip 'till I'm losing awareness
I feel like nobody's hearing this
I'm tired of running in place
I'd tell you I'm fine, but I would be lying
To say that I'm ever okay
Now I'm just stuck in my head
Looking for reasons to get out of bed
Wish I was dead
Wish that the feelings I hold would
Jump off an edge, harder than said
And I don't really like to open up
Maybe 'cause you tend to break me down
I was so happy when it was us
Now it gets rainy whеn you're around
So give me a rеason why I shouldn't go
Know we have things that we both never show
I've been so broken with nothing to hold
So give me a reason why I shouldn't go
Know we have things that we both never show
I've been so broken with nothing to hold
I say that I'm good but really

You should know it's all your fault
Why you do me so damn wrong
Fuck you, yeah I still love you
Light's on but it's still so dark
Feel my world falling apart
Without you, but still fuck you

Told you I wasn't like other guys'
Cared for your heart and you fucked with mine
Say the lesson always comes with time
Always sit back and I wonder why
What made me so fuckin' blind
I covered my eyes and ignored the signs
Everything you told me was a lie
I suck at love but I fuckin' tried
Came and left me out of nowhere
Oh yeah truth is you just don't care
Took me a minute to get with the program
Think it's best that I don't go there
Plenty of fish in the ocean
I think deep down I was hoping
You wouldn't leave and leave me broken
Have to drink for me to cope with
All these fucked up thoughts and emotions
Don't know what I thought when I wrote this
All I feel right now is hopeless
Why is it this room is closing in
And I can't breathe I'm choking
Feel my thought's start pouring over
You were not my four-leaf clover
Now I have to start all over
Hate who I am when I'm sober
Wish I had some sort of closure
But I know that I can't decode it
Time feels like it's getting slower
I just want to be left alone
Just so I can set the tone
I already tried to turn off my phone
But if you called I'd never know it

You should know it's all your fault
Why you do me so damn wrong
Fuck you, yeah I still love you
Light's on but it's still so dark
Feel my world falling apart
Without you, but still fuck you