Say I won’t make it
But in ten years I know that I’ll be a hit
I’ve been through some shit
So now I want to explain it
My mom is depressed, stressed
Calls me bad names, but still lm blessed
She going through a hard time
So I decided to make a rap with some rhymes
Even though I’ve felt depressed, I’ve never done crimes
I always thought I would be a bad type
But I ended up being smart, that’s aight
People think I’m happy, ‘cause I smile
But deep down I’ve had some hard times in life
Small details like my mom calling me names
And telling me lies
Hurts me, but I survive
Every time I look in her eyes
I see tears coming down from her cheeks without no smile
I want her to feel better
I want her to feel more alive
But my grandmas death really really ruined her life
Now imma focus more on my mom
I want to help, show her some more love
She has bought me everything I’ve got
The first years of school I forgot what I got taught
So they put me one grade lower, to sort it out
I remember that shit made me cry
But I guess it was alright, now I’,m in ninth grade
And I feel really happy tonight
Today I ain’t a fool, I take care of my life
I’m going to start high school, after ninth
I can’t wait to see, what type of people I’ll meet
Some of them might not even be worth to greet
But now I have some more to explain
I’ve wasted tears on people who didn’t feel the same
And I really feel like a fool today
Now back to another subject, right away
I want to learn and become smarter everyday
All I want in life is to see my loved ones smile
Nobody fucks with the people I love
Cause I’ll always stand tall and be tough
Now I’ve told enough stuff about my life
I like to keep things private, alright
Hope you learned a bit more about me tonight